It is gonna be a long long very long post... (i guess...huhhu)

greeting to all....

after sekian lama menghilangkan diri... now.. setelah dekat sebulan menjadi penganggur tegar... i manage tu mengepos satu post yang akan jadik panjang...

1st - lepas berambus dari company lama kat PJ.. i was supposed to bekerja in another new company in KL. unfortunately... I can stand the boss and also my own staffs and of course the customers. Life sucks there so i told my boss that i quit.

2nd - Finally, I found someone that i can love and who love me so much. Thanks to God, The Almighty for His kindness and love to His umat yang tak paham2 bahasa ni. So, now, not in the formal way la.. After meeting and discussion with my parents, so we planned to get married by end of year 2010. Insya Allah.

3rd - My sister is getting engaged this saturday.. keje byk.. dgn rumah nak kemas.. dgn segala bende nak dibuat.. pening.. maklumla.. first time nak ade tetamu ramai2 datang rumah.. rasenye pinggan mangkuk pon tak cukup.. hahaha.. Gosh! tomorrow i got so many things to do.... but where to start ek?? heheh..

4th - I nak cari keje.. tapi malas.. so skrg ni cam bergantung pada elaun chik abang. hahah... Hope he is patience enough to bare with me... mmg niat di hati nak cari keje.. tapi camne bang... takde rezeki lagi.. *huhuh... another ayat malas ke??*

5th - Tadi baru gaduh dgn chik abang... abisla elaun i.. heheh.. mata duitan juga ye i ni.. tak tau camne nak baik2 balik dgn dia.. normally dia cam sabar je.. and mengalah.. tapi today cam tak leh sabar.. i know he got a lot more to think in his head.. tapi takleh la wat i cam takde value.. ni la susahnye bercinta dgn org lain culture.. but gaduh tak bermakna tak cinta.. gaduh2 mesra gitu.. i hope he understand...

6th - Tadi gak i lost my faveret selipar.. ntah mane lak i tertinggal selipar tu.. nampaknye kene gak la berbaik2 dgn chik abang sbb nak minta selipar baru dari kedai dia.. hmmm... kenape la time ni selipar tu nak ilang.. today is not my very good day...

7th - Batuk and selsema i tak baik2.. chik abang suruh pergi hospital esok.. tapi cam malas je.. tgk la esok kalau batuk and selsema lagi, i akan pikir lain lak esok. *as if la batuk and selsema yang dah berminggu2 ni ble baik dalam masa semalam.. tapi mana tau miracle kn?*

8th - Last 2 weeks all the family members pergi TGIF. Of course la bf and gf my siblings ikut sama, but not my chik abang. He is not well and masa tu dia ada appointment dgn customer. Food was nice.. pleasent company and of course.. mak and angah belanja.. Occasion was to celebrate the june babies. Mak cakap dia sambut sekali aje la.. jimat duit dia.. :P

9th - My phone is in the mobile clinic. So, all the phone numbers sume dalam tu.. so.. sape2 yang nak tepon atau sms tu.. sila2 la perkenalkan diri dulu.. takut2 salah org plak.. ataupon takde respond...

10th - I dah register 1 company atas nama i. Rasenye esok ready la kot.. i hire agent buatkan sbb cam tak tau je camne nak buat. Insya Allah, takde masalah. Harapnye.. dgn keadaan tak kerja skrg ni.. boleh la menjana pendapatan. So.. kene la work hard.. mane de rezeki jatuh dari langit camtu je kn... hmmm.... Go! Go! Chiaok!

Last but not least...

11th - Insya Allah, kalau takde aral melintang, mulai esok i akan bertudung menutup aurat sepenuhnye. Kali ni betul2 ikut Islam, dgn solat skali. Insya Allah. Semoga i kuat semangat and kuat iman dgn niat i ni. Tolong doakan i berjaya ok..

Rasenye dah panjang la tu kn... kalau rase tak cukup panjang lain kali i buat post lain yang lagi panjang.. if any.. hehehe

Okla... dah lewat sangat ni.. nak tido... good nite all... ZZZzzzzzZZZZ

If We Ever Meet Again......

What’s somebody like you, doing in a place like this?

Say did you come alone, or did you bring all your friends?

Say what's your name, what you drinkin,

I think I know what you're thinking.

Baby what’s your sign?

Tell me yours, I’ll tell you mine.

Say what’s somebody like you, doing in a place like this?

(1, 2, 3, come on!)

I’ll never be the same

(if we ever meet again)

Won’t let you get away

(say if we ever meet again)

This freefall (ahh), got me so (ohh), kiss me all night

Don't ever let me go.

I’ll never be the same

(if we ever meet again)

Oohh, oohh say if we ever meet again

Do you come here much?

I swear I’ve seen your face before.

(beforeee, yeah)

Hope you don’t see me blush,

but I can’t help but want you more, more.

Baby tell me what’s your story, I ain’t shy and don’t you worry.

I’m flirting with my eyes, wanna leave with you tonight.

Do you come here much?

I gotta see your face some more.

Some more cause baby I, I’ll never be the same

(if we ever meet again)

Won’t let you get away

(say if we ever meet again)

This freefall (ahh), got me so (ohh), kiss me all night

Don't ever let me go.

I’ll never be the same

(if we ever meet again)

If we ever meet again, I’ll have so much more to say.

(if we ever meet again)

If we ever meet again, I won’t let you go away.

(if we ever meet again)

If we ever, ever meet again, I’ll have so much more to say.

(if we ever meet again)

If we ever, ever meet again, I won’t let you go away.

I’ll never be the same

(if we ever meet again)

Won’t let you get away

(say if we ever meet again)

This freefall (ahh), got me so (ohh), kiss me all night

Don't ever let me go.

I’ll never be the same

(if we ever meet again)

I’ll never be the same

(if we ever meet again)

Won’t let you get away

(said if we ever meet again)

This freefall (ahh), got me so (ohh), kiss me all night

Don't ever let me go.

I’ll never be the same

(say if we ever meet again)

*** I like this song.. eventhough cam meaningless je sebenarnye.. ahahaha... maybe the beat keeps me moving around and around and around..... XoXo nana rahim ***

Single lagi.....

Officially.... I am single again...

Perasaan lapang, kosong and sunyi dah mula melanda balik. Actually, it has been quite sometimes, tapi I just kept it to myself. Having someone to be called as special boyfriend pon tak memberi makna ape2 lately. Bile dah putus camni... perasaan kosong dan sunyi tu makin menjadi2.

Macammana nak jadik kawan lepas clash? Pelik tapi benar.. patut la org lepas putus lebih baik kalau tak berhubung balik.. Perasaan sakit hati tu byk sgt. Mungkin nana still lagi berharap dia jadi cam dulu... People change kn? Itu la masalahnye... bile perubahan tu something yang kita tak boleh compromise, jadi la pergaduhan yang tak patut jadi.

Nana bukan nak salahkan my ex-bf... nana tau salah tu bukan datang dari satu pihak. *If you are reading this, never ever blame yourself on what had happen.. Bende dah nak jadi, kita pon dah tak serasi.. better we go our own ways. Better than we keep on hurting each other's feeling.* Nana pon salah gak dalam hal ni... no doubt about it. I know myself very well, besar kepala. I dont know if there is any men other than my family that can stand being with me.

After this nana akan cuba isi masa lapang dgn something yang berfaedah kot.. heheh.. anyway, my dearest bff already in town.. transfer to kl. Thank God this happen just in time.. takde la bil melambung2 sbb asyik nak kene ber-calling2 ke melaka. Huhhuhu... She planned to make bowling as her hobby and me as her partner to play with. Okla tu.. sbb at least these 2 single ladies got things to do to kill the pass time.

Hmm.. nana tahu semua yang jadi ni ade hikmahnye.. Insya Allah, kalau ada jodoh nana dgn Mr G, satu hari nanti kami akan jumpa semula. May our path cross again in the future. :)

Okla.. i dont want to write anymore... silap2 air mata jalan skali.. hehe.. tata!

XoXo
Nana Rahim

Patience is a Virtue..

Hari ni first day puasa ganti...kene la sabar berpuasa... dah nak masuk april baru gatal nak puasa ganti.. huhu.. at least i dont wait until the very last minute... hehe.. Hari ni gak baru first day balik ke office after 1 long week holiday. Seronok mmg la seronok cuti.. tapi nak balik keje tu yang liat cam getah sekerap. Rasenye getah pon tak liat camtuh.. huhu.. tapi nak survive hidup ni.. kene la sabar bekerja.

Rase cam cepat sgt masa berlalu.. tau2 dah abis cuti.. dah kene keje.. huhu.. Ade perasaan nak resign tapi cam kene hold dan bersabar dulu.. sbb tak finalised lagi hala tuju kalau nak resign.. nak sambung blaja ke.. nak cari keje lain ke.. ape alternative yang ade.. sume pon tak survey lagi.. ade hati plak nak resign.. pastu nak makan ape.. isi minyak pakai air paip ape... So, for now, kene start figuring out everything so that nanti takde la tersadung tengah jalan, betul tak?

Tajuk arini sabar. I kene bersabar... walaupon hati ni dah tak sabar2.. byk yang tak sabar.. hmmm.. sbb arini puasa.. tu sbb sabar tu cam tebal sket. Selalunye dah meletup dah ni. Hmmm.. walaupon hari ni Isnin and baru kol 10 am. I dah kurang sabar.

Arini tak tau nak cakap ape dah... walaupon dalam kepala tu cam byk sgt.. tapi tak tau nak susun ayat and tak sabar nak berfikir panjang sket untuk mengarang blog sendiri.... Hmmm.. dah la.. tak mo tulis lagi.. nanti kalau ade nak tulis and ade sabar nak menulis.. I sambung lagi... Adios...

Another Long Holidays

After so long... now im posting another one... camne nak start ye...?

Today is a sleepy day... seriously... mmg mata susah nak buka. Smlm takde pegi mane pon tapi sbb mlm smlm tak tido lena.. arini mengantuk. Walaupon mampu je bangun awal.. still i cant really keep my eyes open. Wahahah... mengantuk seh...!!! Ok... let's start my holidays chronology...

Saturday 13.2.10, lepas abis keje.. i went back hometown to pick up my opah... bertemankan mak and acik.. kami bertolak dari umah dalam kol 3 pm. Kami sampai kat rumah opah dalam kol 7.30 pm. Seriously lama... sbb jam sgt teruk sbb byk kete.. huhu.. org lain rush nak makan besar.. but i kene gagahkan diri drive untuk jemput opah. Nasib baik my sis and mother ade.. boleh la bersembang2... macam2 cerita.. i love their company.. really appreaciate them.. love u guys a lot... after dinner, dalam kol 11 pm, kami bertolak semula ke KL. this time, mak and opah dah tido kat seat belakang, acik asyik makan keropok and sweets and chewing gums utk tahan mengantuk dia... hehehe.. sorry la sis.. have to what.. what is the point having a co- driver kalau tido... ??

Sunday 14.2.10, morning dalam kol 11.30 , the whole family including my brothers, bertolak ke muadzam shah, pahang. Main redah je sebenarnye.. google map pon tidak.. sesuka ati je kn.. kami lalu ikut highway ke gambang then ikut jalan ke segamat... jauh gile.. naik patah pinggang dibuatnye. After a few U-turning and berhenti rehat, we managed to arrived at muadzam dalam kol 7.30 pm. 2 days in a row... long driving... penatnye saya...

Monday 15.2.10, afternoon lebih kurang 3 pm, lepas late lunch and say bubye to opah and mak, kami 5 beradik balik semula ke KL tapi kali ni kami ikut jalan bahau plak. Lucky for us, jalan tu lurus and senang. Sbb ade jem sket kat short cut from pilah to seremban and seremban highway, kami sampai rumah kol 12.30 midnite... hahahahah... actually, we went for dinner and bowling sebelum kami balik rumah. kire ok la.. dah lama tak outing dgn adik beradik, had an awesome time together then...

Tuesday 16.2.10, laying my back straight on the bed until afternoon, did my laundry and only had simple late lunch with angah and ateh. Acik dah balik upm early morning.. and adik gi beli bola basket. Nothing much done... i was chatting on the net and watched MV on youtube. Very plain day... heheh... but it was nice to be a potato couch sometimes... live life easy... I wish i could do it much more often... huhu...

Hmmm.... so... that was it... takdela pape pon... on the journey... see so much nice places... untouched and calm.. it was not a bad outing anyway... cuma arini cam sakit badan sket.. tangan kebas2 dari semalam lagi.. huhuhu...

Owh... i think it better late than never... i wish all the chinese out there... GONG XI FA CAI....

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Long Time No See....

It was such a long weekend... 4 days of closed office, plus 2 days MC and 1/2 day Annual Leave.. huhu.. lama gile aku cuti. Tapi cuti dalam keadaan yang sakit.. sakit tekak, demam berpeluh2 sampai badan melekit2, batuk sampai rase cam nak terkeluar ulu hati ni, selsema and kahak.. urgh... whenever i think about it.. rase cam loya tekak. Pastu gastric sbb takut nak makan, sakit tekak ni buat loya rase nak muntah. Actually rasenye muntah tu sbb gastric kot.. makan sket.. pastu makan lak ubat segenggam.. huhu..


Hari ni ingat kire fresh start la.. but not so fresh lor.. sbb eventhough bangun awal, still cannot manage to be early at work. Traffic yang menyakitkan hati. Sume org pon lambat la.. tapi jgnla rajin sgt memotong queue. Geram betul, mmg drivers kat Malaysia ni takde manners.. huhu.. walaupon I am also one of the drivers tapi the way Malaysian drivers nowadays do pissed me off. Mencilok cam haram.. yang tak bleh blah tu.. pakcik2 and makcik2 yang rasenye melebihi age mak nana tuh yang lebih2.. bawak kete punyela besar.. tapi akai tadak. Kadang2 bile pikir balik, maybe that's why our youngsters skrg pon camtuh kot. Ikut kepala masing2... Layan aje la... Tapi earlier last week, masa nana balik dari office, ade la satu kete proton saga tahun 90an telah melanggar satu BMW 5 series yang baru, tgk no plat cam baru beli dalam sebulan 2 kot. Pakcik tuh cam muka dissappointed la kuar dari kete.. tgk belakang kete dia yang bercalar agak sejengkal gak panjangnye.. budak dalam saga tuh dah pucat lesi tapi takut kot nak kuar kete. Pakcik BMW tu relaks je cakap "tak nevermind la.. it is just a scratch.. pls drive carefully.." kepada budak yang langgar kete dia tu. Terasa cam macho pulak pakcik tuh.. tetiba aje hensem cam Harrison Ford. ehehehe... Ok la gak.. at least sejuk hati kite tgk org yang beralah camtuh..


Sepanjang nana cuti ni, I just stayed at home. Resting as flat as I could. Huhu.. such a relaxing moment. Cuma smlm aje baru amik letter of settlement kat Maybank, Jalan Melaka. Dah inform awal cakap nak datang pon, kene tunggu around 45 mins for the letter. Nasib baik letak kat tempat parking berbayar, kene RM4 sejam. Mahal sungguh la rasenye tapi better la dari kene saman.. huhu..

Semalam gak la Nana baru rase sedikit impact bile one of my fren tiba2 out of nowhere asking me about Mr Man. Damn!! Bertunang.. it was out of question when he was with me... nampak sangat la dia tak berkenan dgn Nana.. hahahah.. *ape nak buat, hati org kite tak tau kn?* Walaupon Nana dah tau lebih awal dari kawan Nana ni, masa tu cam tak rase pape pon. Cuma lepas kawan Nana tanye then baru cam rase tak best. *cam hampeh je kn?* Tapi rasenye tak ble nak salahkan dia gak.. We got nothing in common and there was nothing really special in between us, I was not ready at all at that time and he never think of taking the extra effort to ask me. I would be flattered if he did.. huhuh.. berangan aje la Nana... semua tuh berkubur aje skrg ni. At least, I am glad that he finally moved on in his life. Finally... berakhir jugak la zaman bujang tuh nanti.. Nana doakan agar dia sentiasa bahagia. *ayat2 pasrah... kecewa lagi ke???* I just need to wait for Mr G to ask me to marry him... itu pon tak tau la bile.... Let's start dreaming again... huhuh..

Hmm... rasenye dah terlebih panjang plak arini..nak cite sume mmg tak abis2.. nanti la nana sambung lagi pasal cite lain plak.. ade mcm2 bende jadik sebenarnye sejak melangkah ke tahun baru ni... and all the thing happened will make us a better person. So... let us learnt from the experiences and let the mistakes not to be happened again in the future. Semoga ape yang kita tempuh akan menjadikan diri ini lebih matang dan wiser person.

So... wishing myself and all of us .. all the best in year 2010.

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Happy New Year 2010

I know it is a day late... but... *wth*... huhuh..

Wishing all a very merry happy new year...

Hope that year 2009 passed with glorious moments and may year 2010 will come with good and better fortune and a new path to discover...

i found this new year wish in the net.. nicely quote. It is an old one but i like it..