Officially.... I am single again...
Perasaan lapang, kosong and sunyi dah mula melanda balik. Actually, it has been quite sometimes, tapi I just kept it to myself. Having someone to be called as special boyfriend pon tak memberi makna ape2 lately. Bile dah putus camni... perasaan kosong dan sunyi tu makin menjadi2.
Macammana nak jadik kawan lepas clash? Pelik tapi benar.. patut la org lepas putus lebih baik kalau tak berhubung balik.. Perasaan sakit hati tu byk sgt. Mungkin nana still lagi berharap dia jadi cam dulu... People change kn? Itu la masalahnye... bile perubahan tu something yang kita tak boleh compromise, jadi la pergaduhan yang tak patut jadi.
Nana bukan nak salahkan my ex-bf... nana tau salah tu bukan datang dari satu pihak. *If you are reading this, never ever blame yourself on what had happen.. Bende dah nak jadi, kita pon dah tak serasi.. better we go our own ways. Better than we keep on hurting each other's feeling.* Nana pon salah gak dalam hal ni... no doubt about it. I know myself very well, besar kepala. I dont know if there is any men other than my family that can stand being with me.
After this nana akan cuba isi masa lapang dgn something yang berfaedah kot.. heheh.. anyway, my dearest bff already in town.. transfer to kl. Thank God this happen just in time.. takde la bil melambung2 sbb asyik nak kene ber-calling2 ke melaka. Huhhuhu... She planned to make bowling as her hobby and me as her partner to play with. Okla tu.. sbb at least these 2 single ladies got things to do to kill the pass time.
Hmm.. nana tahu semua yang jadi ni ade hikmahnye.. Insya Allah, kalau ada jodoh nana dgn Mr G, satu hari nanti kami akan jumpa semula. May our path cross again in the future. :)
Okla.. i dont want to write anymore... silap2 air mata jalan skali.. hehe.. tata!
XoXo
Nana Rahim
After this nana akan cuba isi masa lapang dgn something yang berfaedah kot.. heheh.. anyway, my dearest bff already in town.. transfer to kl. Thank God this happen just in time.. takde la bil melambung2 sbb asyik nak kene ber-calling2 ke melaka. Huhhuhu... She planned to make bowling as her hobby and me as her partner to play with. Okla tu.. sbb at least these 2 single ladies got things to do to kill the pass time.
Hmm.. nana tahu semua yang jadi ni ade hikmahnye.. Insya Allah, kalau ada jodoh nana dgn Mr G, satu hari nanti kami akan jumpa semula. May our path cross again in the future. :)
Okla.. i dont want to write anymore... silap2 air mata jalan skali.. hehe.. tata!
XoXo
Nana Rahim
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