Patience is a Virtue..

Hari ni first day puasa ganti...kene la sabar berpuasa... dah nak masuk april baru gatal nak puasa ganti.. huhu.. at least i dont wait until the very last minute... hehe.. Hari ni gak baru first day balik ke office after 1 long week holiday. Seronok mmg la seronok cuti.. tapi nak balik keje tu yang liat cam getah sekerap. Rasenye getah pon tak liat camtuh.. huhu.. tapi nak survive hidup ni.. kene la sabar bekerja.

Rase cam cepat sgt masa berlalu.. tau2 dah abis cuti.. dah kene keje.. huhu.. Ade perasaan nak resign tapi cam kene hold dan bersabar dulu.. sbb tak finalised lagi hala tuju kalau nak resign.. nak sambung blaja ke.. nak cari keje lain ke.. ape alternative yang ade.. sume pon tak survey lagi.. ade hati plak nak resign.. pastu nak makan ape.. isi minyak pakai air paip ape... So, for now, kene start figuring out everything so that nanti takde la tersadung tengah jalan, betul tak?

Tajuk arini sabar. I kene bersabar... walaupon hati ni dah tak sabar2.. byk yang tak sabar.. hmmm.. sbb arini puasa.. tu sbb sabar tu cam tebal sket. Selalunye dah meletup dah ni. Hmmm.. walaupon hari ni Isnin and baru kol 10 am. I dah kurang sabar.

Arini tak tau nak cakap ape dah... walaupon dalam kepala tu cam byk sgt.. tapi tak tau nak susun ayat and tak sabar nak berfikir panjang sket untuk mengarang blog sendiri.... Hmmm.. dah la.. tak mo tulis lagi.. nanti kalau ade nak tulis and ade sabar nak menulis.. I sambung lagi... Adios...

Another Long Holidays

After so long... now im posting another one... camne nak start ye...?

Today is a sleepy day... seriously... mmg mata susah nak buka. Smlm takde pegi mane pon tapi sbb mlm smlm tak tido lena.. arini mengantuk. Walaupon mampu je bangun awal.. still i cant really keep my eyes open. Wahahah... mengantuk seh...!!! Ok... let's start my holidays chronology...

Saturday 13.2.10, lepas abis keje.. i went back hometown to pick up my opah... bertemankan mak and acik.. kami bertolak dari umah dalam kol 3 pm. Kami sampai kat rumah opah dalam kol 7.30 pm. Seriously lama... sbb jam sgt teruk sbb byk kete.. huhu.. org lain rush nak makan besar.. but i kene gagahkan diri drive untuk jemput opah. Nasib baik my sis and mother ade.. boleh la bersembang2... macam2 cerita.. i love their company.. really appreaciate them.. love u guys a lot... after dinner, dalam kol 11 pm, kami bertolak semula ke KL. this time, mak and opah dah tido kat seat belakang, acik asyik makan keropok and sweets and chewing gums utk tahan mengantuk dia... hehehe.. sorry la sis.. have to what.. what is the point having a co- driver kalau tido... ??

Sunday 14.2.10, morning dalam kol 11.30 , the whole family including my brothers, bertolak ke muadzam shah, pahang. Main redah je sebenarnye.. google map pon tidak.. sesuka ati je kn.. kami lalu ikut highway ke gambang then ikut jalan ke segamat... jauh gile.. naik patah pinggang dibuatnye. After a few U-turning and berhenti rehat, we managed to arrived at muadzam dalam kol 7.30 pm. 2 days in a row... long driving... penatnye saya...

Monday 15.2.10, afternoon lebih kurang 3 pm, lepas late lunch and say bubye to opah and mak, kami 5 beradik balik semula ke KL tapi kali ni kami ikut jalan bahau plak. Lucky for us, jalan tu lurus and senang. Sbb ade jem sket kat short cut from pilah to seremban and seremban highway, kami sampai rumah kol 12.30 midnite... hahahahah... actually, we went for dinner and bowling sebelum kami balik rumah. kire ok la.. dah lama tak outing dgn adik beradik, had an awesome time together then...

Tuesday 16.2.10, laying my back straight on the bed until afternoon, did my laundry and only had simple late lunch with angah and ateh. Acik dah balik upm early morning.. and adik gi beli bola basket. Nothing much done... i was chatting on the net and watched MV on youtube. Very plain day... heheh... but it was nice to be a potato couch sometimes... live life easy... I wish i could do it much more often... huhu...

Hmmm.... so... that was it... takdela pape pon... on the journey... see so much nice places... untouched and calm.. it was not a bad outing anyway... cuma arini cam sakit badan sket.. tangan kebas2 dari semalam lagi.. huhuhu...

Owh... i think it better late than never... i wish all the chinese out there... GONG XI FA CAI....

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Long Time No See....

It was such a long weekend... 4 days of closed office, plus 2 days MC and 1/2 day Annual Leave.. huhu.. lama gile aku cuti. Tapi cuti dalam keadaan yang sakit.. sakit tekak, demam berpeluh2 sampai badan melekit2, batuk sampai rase cam nak terkeluar ulu hati ni, selsema and kahak.. urgh... whenever i think about it.. rase cam loya tekak. Pastu gastric sbb takut nak makan, sakit tekak ni buat loya rase nak muntah. Actually rasenye muntah tu sbb gastric kot.. makan sket.. pastu makan lak ubat segenggam.. huhu..


Hari ni ingat kire fresh start la.. but not so fresh lor.. sbb eventhough bangun awal, still cannot manage to be early at work. Traffic yang menyakitkan hati. Sume org pon lambat la.. tapi jgnla rajin sgt memotong queue. Geram betul, mmg drivers kat Malaysia ni takde manners.. huhu.. walaupon I am also one of the drivers tapi the way Malaysian drivers nowadays do pissed me off. Mencilok cam haram.. yang tak bleh blah tu.. pakcik2 and makcik2 yang rasenye melebihi age mak nana tuh yang lebih2.. bawak kete punyela besar.. tapi akai tadak. Kadang2 bile pikir balik, maybe that's why our youngsters skrg pon camtuh kot. Ikut kepala masing2... Layan aje la... Tapi earlier last week, masa nana balik dari office, ade la satu kete proton saga tahun 90an telah melanggar satu BMW 5 series yang baru, tgk no plat cam baru beli dalam sebulan 2 kot. Pakcik tuh cam muka dissappointed la kuar dari kete.. tgk belakang kete dia yang bercalar agak sejengkal gak panjangnye.. budak dalam saga tuh dah pucat lesi tapi takut kot nak kuar kete. Pakcik BMW tu relaks je cakap "tak nevermind la.. it is just a scratch.. pls drive carefully.." kepada budak yang langgar kete dia tu. Terasa cam macho pulak pakcik tuh.. tetiba aje hensem cam Harrison Ford. ehehehe... Ok la gak.. at least sejuk hati kite tgk org yang beralah camtuh..


Sepanjang nana cuti ni, I just stayed at home. Resting as flat as I could. Huhu.. such a relaxing moment. Cuma smlm aje baru amik letter of settlement kat Maybank, Jalan Melaka. Dah inform awal cakap nak datang pon, kene tunggu around 45 mins for the letter. Nasib baik letak kat tempat parking berbayar, kene RM4 sejam. Mahal sungguh la rasenye tapi better la dari kene saman.. huhu..

Semalam gak la Nana baru rase sedikit impact bile one of my fren tiba2 out of nowhere asking me about Mr Man. Damn!! Bertunang.. it was out of question when he was with me... nampak sangat la dia tak berkenan dgn Nana.. hahahah.. *ape nak buat, hati org kite tak tau kn?* Walaupon Nana dah tau lebih awal dari kawan Nana ni, masa tu cam tak rase pape pon. Cuma lepas kawan Nana tanye then baru cam rase tak best. *cam hampeh je kn?* Tapi rasenye tak ble nak salahkan dia gak.. We got nothing in common and there was nothing really special in between us, I was not ready at all at that time and he never think of taking the extra effort to ask me. I would be flattered if he did.. huhuh.. berangan aje la Nana... semua tuh berkubur aje skrg ni. At least, I am glad that he finally moved on in his life. Finally... berakhir jugak la zaman bujang tuh nanti.. Nana doakan agar dia sentiasa bahagia. *ayat2 pasrah... kecewa lagi ke???* I just need to wait for Mr G to ask me to marry him... itu pon tak tau la bile.... Let's start dreaming again... huhuh..

Hmm... rasenye dah terlebih panjang plak arini..nak cite sume mmg tak abis2.. nanti la nana sambung lagi pasal cite lain plak.. ade mcm2 bende jadik sebenarnye sejak melangkah ke tahun baru ni... and all the thing happened will make us a better person. So... let us learnt from the experiences and let the mistakes not to be happened again in the future. Semoga ape yang kita tempuh akan menjadikan diri ini lebih matang dan wiser person.

So... wishing myself and all of us .. all the best in year 2010.

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Happy New Year 2010

I know it is a day late... but... *wth*... huhuh..

Wishing all a very merry happy new year...

Hope that year 2009 passed with glorious moments and may year 2010 will come with good and better fortune and a new path to discover...

i found this new year wish in the net.. nicely quote. It is an old one but i like it..

moody...

Hmmm.... esok pagi nak balik kg.. adik perempuan nana cakap nak ikut tapi ikut mood. tried calling her byk kali but to no avail. susah nak cakap.. mak dah tanye.

Actually nana pon dalam mood yang kurang baik. sekarang ni asyik jadik pelakon air mata aje.. air mata ni cam paip air plak dah.. asyik nak mengalir aje. hati senang sangat tersentuh. pantang salah sket.. mula la rase cam sedih, tak senang hati.. sometimes marah yang sampai tahap nak buang and baling barang. hmmm...

Rase cam tak nak cakap byk... cuma harap diri nana akan lebih tenang dan bersemangat menghadapi segala dugaan dari Maha Pencipta... Lets do some prayer...

*Ya Allah..
Selamatkan dan tenangkan lah hati hamba Mu yang lemah ini.
Moga dicucuri rahmat dan bahagia Mu kepada diri hambaMu yang kerdil ini.
Ya Allah, Engkau lah Maha Pemurah, Maha Penyayang dan Maha Mengasihani.
Amin....*

Hutang....

Hi all....

Kontroversi kn bunyinye.... Hutang... tak kire la ape jenis pon.. ade setengah tu panggil loan.. ade setengah tu panggil debt.. ade gak org nak bagi sedap bunyi.. dia panggil installment atau term payment. Huhuh... ape2 pon bunyinye.. still it is one kind of hutangkn?

Kenape tiba2 cite pasal hutang ni? Hmm... insiden nye camni, tadi.. this early afternoon, ade la minah dari bank ni call nana, this is regarding of my auto loan la... my dearest kelisa.. called my cell once but that time nana ade call coming in, i was engaged on the other line with customer, so i didnt pick up. After i put down the phone, another call coming in and it comes to my surprise that she called me from my general office line. MasyaAllah, bukan la nak kate ape.. but to dig my personal info sampai camtuh skali.. rasenye kalau buat loan dgn bank skrg, i feel like i am a naked person. They easilly have access to my information from head to toe.

I had realised about all of these things quite sometimes. Tu pon mase bile nana menghadapi masalah untuk membayar hutang2 ni. Bukannye nana taknak bayar mase tuh.. i dah keluarkan most of my savings to pay as much as i could and still not enough to cover all. Dah la dgn takde keje nye mase tu. Thanks to "u know who u are" for making things worst. Tapi i have learnt the lesson very very well.

So, since end of last year, when i already have a good pay job, i made up my mind to pay the debt as much as i could. Alhamdulillah, lagi 3 bulan, 2 of my contract term payments will be finished. Tahun depan lepas abis tu, maybe nak approach the debt collection officer untuk teruskan another 1 more contract term payment yang agak sakit jugak untuk membayarnye bulan2. Banyak tuh.. Huhuu... sakit mmg sakit.. tapi difikirkan selesa dan leganye lepas abis bayar.. tuhan saja yang tahu.

Jadi... azam baru tahun depan ialah me'release'kn diri sendiri daripada belenggu blacklisted bank. Huhu... InsyaAllah, kalau takde aral melintang, awal tahun 2011, all those unhealthy debt will be finished. Huhuuuuhuhu.... azam ni kene tulis besar2 kat dalam bilik supaya tak lupa.. and tak membazir duit dgn bende2 tak berpekdah.. huhuh...

Okla.. rase cam lega sket lepas meluahkan perasaan yang terbuku dihati. Semoga Allah sentiasa merahmati rezeki kepada diri ku dan menjauhi diriku dari mala petaka.. Amin..

Inginku katakan....

Hi All,

Lama gile tak update blog....

I have to say this loud and clear....

I want to resign a.s.a.p.

I cannot stand anymore...

It has nothing to do with work...

I just really dont have the heart anymore...

Tak boleh tahan dah...

I need a break... and I need it a.s.a.p


p/s: how to write a resign letter?? huhu.. need to consult mother again.. huhuh...


xOxO
Nana